“We had opened all the windows and doors to that radiant morning.  We spent the early hours of the morning singing and reading to her, speaking our final words of love.  The sun came up through the trees, radiating golden light through the room as the birds were singing up the dawning of the day.  At 8:25, her murder of crows started calling and erupted from the marshy woodland behind the house, flying past the windows in full heralding cries.  In that moment her eyes popped open, and her breathing changed.  With us holding her, she took her last breath, and I swear you could feel her soul lift away into the morning, free and flying with such joy with her crows. It was exactly as it should be, as she would have wanted it.  It was magical and beautiful.”

From Seasons of Grief

We followed you through field and forest

Foraging and exploring

In the unfurling of Spring

You taught us to howl at the moon

You told us stories of your feral childhood

wild and free in the woods of Maine

You never forced

expected societal norms for girls on us

You encouraged our wild

our skinned knees

our dirty bare feet

our tree climbing, bike riding

adventure having girlhood

You were feral to the end Mom

You lived and died on your terms…..